Junior Doctor Declaration Day =D

On the 23rd of March, everyone were obliged to attend this ceremony - "Perlantikan Doctor Muda 2010" ( Junior doctor declaration Day )

After having few speeches from different dean of faculty. All of us had to stance and recite the "doctor muda" ( junior doctor ) 's Oath which printed on a piece of paper.


Again, after the oath session, few speeches again... ( which was very tedious and the hall was stuffy... I don't know what happen to the air-con there.. ) Luckily I had fully-charged my PDA the day before and sneaked into the world of Net-browsing whilst pretended I was listening attentively. Opps... it's was an ill-mannered to behavior like this... shhhhhhhhhh.....


At the end of the ceremony, everyone queued up and took turn to shake hand with the deans and officers of the faculty. ( don't ask me, I don't know WHY we should do that , I think this might be just a part of courtesy ) and i just followed the flow...



Everyone was obligated to wear a WHITE collar shirt to matched with the WHITE coat.
Again, I don't know why because i felt it was awkward to clad like this. There would be no contrast at all between the inner shirt and the outer coat.

Can you see my EXHAUSTED face and the "BIG PANDA" eyes...???
U know what, i just reached BALI the night before the ceremony... and managed to grab a 4 hours sleep...


After the ceremony, we headed to Maestro Studio to snap some batch photos..
Not going to post the batch photos ( the file too big and my internet access here is lousy ) , just post some photos of mine which i grabbed over there . Don't mistaken , the photos i shown below were took via my cell phone, that's why the quality is quite BAD.


All tired faces of mine....

On the last day of Junior Doctor Orientation ( 26 March 2010 ) , I decided to cycle to the Government Hospital ( Named : Sanglah General Hospital ) . The condition is quite good and surprisingly, the hospital provide a place for us to halt our bicycles.

The motto : SAVE THE PLANET ... Let's BIKE TO WORK !!!!! WoooooOhooo^^^^^^
I am holding up this motto and embrace the shibboleth ! Clapping hand for myself... LOL



A funny photo of myself when attending a Psychiatric Test which held in campus On Sat ( 27.03.2010 ). There were 596 Questions to answer .... awwww... almost lost patience in answering that....

Look at the picture how i EN-WRAPPED myself to fence-off from getting tannn......
Don't worry, I will never ever do that in Penang... so "pai seh" if i dress like this and get recognized by ppl... Hahaha....!!!!


Tomorrow would be the 1st day entering clinical phase of medical education...

ENT
Here I COME !!!!
COME AND BEAT YOU DOWN !!!!

I need tones of luck and strength for the whole 1.5 years of practical phase of medicine life
Hopefully i will be able to enjoy it whilst encounter different difficulties
Learn to be a competence one !

回到岜厘岛的第三天

昨天与佳乙一起买了我们在 clinical years 的“战车”，我选择了黑色。。。感觉比较酷，对吧？ 呵呵。。另外装上了像 aunty 脚车用的菜篮，感觉还不会太差吧？

今天迈入第三天的 Junior Doctor Orientation, 天天听他们的 Inspirational Talk, 真得很闷 ！

好不容易，今天的 ceremony 暂时告了一段落，明天是最后一天 （哦，心中真的很想呐喊：finally ! ）也许是才回来岜厘几天，还没来得及收拾心情，就得出席累人的讲座会。希望 29号，我已经是在“准备好”的状态。

今早是第一天骑着我的新“战车”到 campus 报道。骑着脚车上班感觉还不错！！！

回家的路途中却发生了一段小插曲，不知怎的，原本放在篮子里的 Locker 掉了出来，原本不以为意，但是还是决定把脚车停放在繁忙的马路旁。。。回头一看，发现 Locker 竟然掉在马路中间，来来往往的车辆，真的让我心中有一些害怕，穿这一身很 formal 的打扮，狼狈地掉头跑到马路中间试着拾回 Locker.. 那些经过的车辆都只用好奇的眼神看着我，也没有要把车的数度放慢的意思。。。有些更是摆出那另人想揍的猥亵表情。。。在那一杀那，觉得自己是可怜的。

回到家，遇到一些朋友，她们都关心我，“你刚才骑脚车回来会很累吗？”
我说，“累，倒是不会，只是真的是热死了！”
很感谢这位关心我的朋友，but I'm really OK.

一步入房间，沮丧的心情又再次袭击着我。回想自己刚刚那段还蛮危险的，在忙碌的大路上拾东西，下次不准让这样的事情发生。睡了午觉醒来后，感觉还是蛮差的。。但是不用紧，人们都说：吃得了苦的人才会成功。所以，无论如何，我一定要学习咽苦，现在只不过是一个开始而已，未来的一年半还有大把“苦”得咽下去。。。再把“苦”化为“甘”。。我在等待着苦尽甘来的一天，真所谓：吃的苦中苦，方为人上人。

这就是我一年半实习的时间表：
我真的很期待 9th October 2011 的到来。。。我应该会开心笑到整排牙齿都会掉下来吧？ 哈哈。。糟糕，老毛病，都还没开始，就在幻想毕业的情形了！
FYI : 1. THT ( Telinga, Hidung dan Tenggorok) - ENT（Ear, Nose, Throat )
2. IKF - Forensic
3. IKM - Public Health and Epidemiology

其它的你们应该猜到它的意思吧？
根据我的时间表，第一个进入的 Lab 是耳鼻喉部门。祈求上天，保佑我顺顺利利的过关吧。。。
虽然 senior 都说这个 Lab 不难，而且还蛮轻松，但是它毕竟是我的第一个 Lab ,还是会紧张啊。当然希望有一个好的开始就是成功的一半啊。。。

而我的假期呢？得等到明年 二月了。。。来临的日子，将会很忙。。。希望我可以坚强，勇敢地走下去一直到明年二月回家才再次充气。


这就是我这星期天天报到的地方。。。
Junior Doctor Orientation...




下个blog post, 会写关于第一天 orientation 实习医生宣誓仪式的情形 =）

I need Strength !

Time flies...
Only One day left ...
Empowering me the real strength within
To continue my life over there...
This GONNA BE THE TOUGHEST CHALLENGE in My LIFE SO FAR
Be strong, stay strong, PERSIST to be STRONG

10 months
i'll be home again..
Telling myself, Nothing to be sad...
I'm going to learn how to be a Competence Doctor
So, Aeris Yeap, Don't WEEP !!!!

For my friends who study Biotech,
pls invent an injection which can inhibit emotional tearing.
I need an ANTI-LACRIMATION INJECTION urgently !!!!!

活在回忆中

人生就像是一场舞会
你教会了我最初的舞步，却不是陪我走到散场的那个人。。。

向自己承诺过自从写了“恶魔与天使的邂逅 - 终极篇”之后
无论你是否看到都不许再写任何关于你的消息
我又再亲手把自己的承诺给捏碎了

在面子书又看到一篇让我很心酸的文章
我又再次的跌入回忆的悬崖里
或许这段时间将会是我人生中最挑战的时刻
难免容易掉入灰色世界里

在面子书看到有人叫你“Piggie”
心中揪了起来，唤醒了沉睡已久的记忆
这，曾经只专属于piglet对piggie的称呼
如今已变成了过去式，
曾经也只不过是曾经，
也只不过是一种称呼，
并不需要那么的在乎，
也许我还是会那么的在意那些只被我一个人来铭记的时光
还是会经常不经意的回忆起你 - 两只小猪的世界

我想用我的全世界来换取一张通往你的世界的入场卷
现实的残酷不容许我这么的做
我的世界 也许你不怎么在乎
你的世界 我却被驱逐得遥远

明明说看开了 放下了
每次却总不自觉地想起那个给与我温暖的人
恍然大方的放下一切让自己轻装上阵
可是这种刺猬的伪装，
每每就在你转身之后，
眼泪就不停的流

手机里的通讯号码
存蓄了又删，删了又存蓄
回忆被拿起又放下，放下了又拿起
之后也就停止了着无聊的删存游戏
即时真的删除了又如何？
它还是深深地烙在我脑海里
记忆太好的人，也许都不怎么快乐

如果，她在你面前笑，并不代表一切都好
如果，她在部落格或面子书都很好，这都只不过表面上的风光
因为有人说不准在部落格写过于真实的感受
活在别人的话语当下，失去了自己

如果，你在我面前哭，说明你真的很难过
如果，我在你面前哭，说明我真的无法再压抑了
要知道在你面前我是多么努力的伪装坚强
看见泪珠从你脸颊掉落
我。。。却是那么的束手无策
我真的很心痛
很想给与你最真实的安慰
你要的安慰却不是我
说得也对，
我太脆弱，
没资格也没本事给你安慰
希望未来的你永远幸福，最重要的是-快乐

未来的路途还很遥远
时间却不留情面地倒数着
只剩下五天的时间
就必须到一个不属于我的世界里埋头苦干
天天活在别人的屋檐下，
我依然能像不倒翁般的岐立不倒下？
说过花费七百零吉买回来的快乐后
再次的离别就不准哭
压抑着的情绪及各种烦恼下
越来越怀疑着自己的实力
成绩很好又能代表什么呢？
永远不会了解背后的意义。。。

把长发给剪短了
告诉自己要振作，
新的发型，新的开始，新的生命，新的朝气
全部都变成泡影，
才努力了几个星期又再崩溃
你说我的一头短发
就像光阴倒流，看见十七岁的傻气。
说短发帮我找回了绽放的微笑，
都不知道该开心还是叹息。

很想念去猴子沙滩的时刻，
你是说哪时候的微笑吧？
真的很怀念与你们在一起的时光
就像个大小孩无忧无虑地在沙滩上奔驰玩闹着
好久好久都没了这种感觉
好想好想回到小孩子的时光
谢谢你们让我找回遗失已久的笑容和童年。

Home ，Again！回家的感觉真好

Obviously, i had abandoned my blog for quite some time...
I went back Bali on the 7th March...
and the following picture was the shot which taken in the airport as i arrived there..
The view of sunset was fascinating... and it reminded me a Chinese Proverb : 夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏...
and the sadness of homesick crippling up my heart...
Immediately on the next day, I had to attend an occasion namely : Yudisium ( Sort of Theoretical Year Convocation. )

夕阳无限好，只是近黄昏
A panorama of the airport overlooks the ocean of Bali
Was that hinting
the end of my semester holiday and
the commencement of the harsh+tough clinical years ?
Great time is always SHORT... sigh~

After the Yudisium, my clinical years will only start at 29th March..
so it still have another 2 weeks of holiday...
Not wishing to spend my "limited" holiday in Bali, after checking the price of flight ticket, though a lil bit of expensive.. but with my childishness and stubbornness, I still insist to go home, AGAIN !!!!

On the 10th March, here i am... Coming back again !!!! I reached at LCCT at 11.30pm , spending a night in Kuala Lumpur. Thanks to my best friend, Yeng, chauffeuring me from LCCT to her house. The next day early morning, A brief visit to her department of Engineering, UKM.
At 11.30am, taking a long-haul of 6hours bus heading to my sweet sweet HOME, PENANG !

Ferrying from Butterworth to Penang Island.
The meddling clouds hinder the clear shot of setting sun....in short, just CLOUDY !!!
although the scenery was not as absorbing as Bali's one.. but HOME is always the Best to me !

so...i'm Home Again...and I'll definitely treasure my remaining 10 days holiday in Penang to the MAX !!!! Fill it with joyous and wonderful memories !!!!　

^^CheeRrSsSss^^

Regalia Night & My Sari

Not goin to write much as laziness crippling up my body,deep into my nerve and vein...
I would like to share some photos of myself with the Sari.. the 1st time ever dressing up myself with the Sari !

On the 22.11.2009 , I was attending the Regalia Night ( so-called our prom night ) in Bali which held once a year.

Show you few of my personal photos 1st
1.In my room and the surrounding of the HOteL..

2. In the Function Hall infront of the stage

3. The view of the Hotel's SurroundinG

4. Some artistic photos... ( by Meng Hon )

5. Of course, The FOOD !!!!!!

6. Before we heading to the Hotel

Location : infront of the campus

7.In the bus...

8. Some photos with my friends...

9. The Queen of Regalia Night and ME !!!!

Sweetie, do you still remember i told u that i wanna show you my Sari dressing. haha...maybe you hv' forgotten...because it's been monthssssss Ago, pai seh pai seh, after agesssss only hv the "time" and manage to upload those photos..... U know what i mean, i'm always LAZY ! =P

谢谢你的不珍惜，我学会了放弃

又再 facebook 看到了这样的一篇文章 ：

一个女孩上自习,太凉了,
她发短信让男朋友去送衣服给她,男孩打游戏拒绝了.
这件事让她郁闷了两天然后气消了,
虽然是件小事,不会影响两人以后, 但是她说,
她会记住, 以后自习一定会带衣服,
如果哪天忘记了, 即使冷死,也不再会叫他送.
我很能明白这种感觉.


很久以前,一个女孩某天夜里,
心情特别低回,特别想念某个人的安慰,
然后半夜时分,打电话给他,说很想听他说话,
电话那头的他从睡梦中醒来,不耐烦的敷衍她.
从此以后,她再没有伤心无助时给他打过电话.


我发现女孩身上有一种猫性.
小猫在撒娇或者做错事的时候,需要别人的安慰和教导,
如果这时主人打击了它,它会狠狠记住,不会再犯.

女孩,有着猫一样的自尊.特别是陷入爱情里的女孩...

在别人看来无关紧要,其实需要呵护,
因为爱,已经让她的心变得柔软.
她的这一点自尊,其实是要你对她的在乎.
我看过一句特别经典的话,
有时候女孩需要一个男孩,就像逃机者需要降落伞,
如果此时此刻他不在,那么以后他也不必在了.
真的,就是这样！
如果哪天猫咪用坚定的眼神看着你说我可以的时候，
那么猫咪已经做好了离开的准备了!

女孩是要独立，
但是独立到不再会对你不讲道理的撒娇任性，
不再会无厘头的缠着你，
你觉得你对于她同路人还有多大区别呢?
女孩的猫性不是每个男孩都有幸看到的，
因为喜欢你，在意你才对你发出特有的咕噜噜声，
其他人只能听到猫喵喵叫，
而这一声咕噜噜只是为你而生，
有几个人会明白呢？？

我们爱折腾
只是爱折腾他而已。
如果有一天
我们慢慢发现自己可以一个人玩都不觉得闷
很久不捏他也不会手痒
只是静静的待在他旁边
不再想着法儿去玩它
谁能知道那时的我们该有多难过呢

男孩总会说女孩无理取闹
说女孩没事找事
说女孩不讲道理
说女孩不可理喻
为什么不去想想
她在对待别人的时候
为什么不是这样的态度
没错
如果有一天
她不再对你撒娇
她不再对你任性
她不再缠着你跟你要这个要那个
她不再因为你的任何事情微笑或者皱眉
那么
你就永远的失去她了！

告诉自己，
永远只许把你当成好久不的一个普通朋友
不是我不想，
只是，你只把我当成普通朋友看待而已