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Sunday, August 22, 2010

Bitter Sweet of Anesthesiology ! Loved it !

Time flies, fingers counted.. wow..! I had been went through quite a number of labs - 1st, ENT . 2nd, Neurology . 3rd, Dermatology. 4th, Anesthesiology. And Now ---> Obstetrics and Gynecology. Been busy for this whole 1st week because this is the week of quarantine where all of us have to stay in hospital and standby 24hours.

Finally it came to the last day of quarantine and i squeeze out a lil bit of my time during dinner break to write a post about my story in Anesthesiology department.

Well, as usual, not much writing.. just wish to share with you all my latest photos which i taken during these lab.


1st, entering anesthesiology department is just about grabbing the chance of doing this ( the following picture ) at the summative examination . ( oopss...i mean doing on the real patient instead of this mannequin.. 0.o ---->>>>>>
ENDOTRACHEAL INTUBATION !!

( a cool one ! haha !!! )
one of the reason i love this department


2nd, you got the chance of doing induction ( means hypnotize a patient and take care of them during the operation ) In this picture, GUESS what i was holding ????

This is the drug which Michael Jackson Kill himself !
named,
PROPOFOL !!!!

so when you are insomnia or agitated, NEVER EVER PLAY FOOL with those drug before understanding the toxicity or the risk overdosage of the drug
because It might cause you FALL ASLEEP FOREVER.... juz like michael


3rd, throughout the lab, i have the chance to see all sorts of surgery.



4th, each time i entered operating theater's changing room, i just couldn't get myself from ignoring the FUNNY TRANSLATION below.

"Ruang Ganti Dokter Spesialis Pria"
( Pria - Male )
translated to
"Changing Room of the Doctor Specialist of Man"

So funny !!!

why not just
"Male Specialist Changing Room" ?

I really so interested to know what the Caucasian students' thinking every time thy read these...
I'm so bad huh... Yes, I admit ! haha... ( just joking.. Just trying to make my life more laughter while working in hospital ... anything which can create some sparkles throughout my dull routine life, i would just love it ! haha ! psycho >.<"" )

Another picture - All the "smelly" shoes parading themself infront the entrance of operating theater



5th, when it comes to the end, of course, photo session !. I would never forget to grab photos.. haha... because it might be the last time...no no no, i think it was really the 1st and the last time ( the only one chance) practicing anesthesiolgy in Bali...
Guess i would miss it when i back to Malaysia... Full of bitter and sweet MEMORY !!!!


6th
, why i love anesthesiolgy ?? when there's no patient, no operation... I can just dancing in the operating theater !! haha... Just Joke ! ok! Actually I was so scared to let doctor saw I so daring to dance with the infuse stand. LOL




All of us make chaos in the Operating Theater In the very final on-call of Anesthesia ! Interesting !
Don't misunderstand, we were very serious when the operation was carrying on , ok ?? =P


That's all for my anesthesiology department ! It's full of ADVENTUROUS, Challenges, FUN and of course, some troubles which i stated in the previous post...! After entering obstetrics and gynecology, i really really miss anesthesiolgy at the moment !!!!!!!

and I wanna said, I REALLY REALLY SO ADMIRED ALL THE ANESTHESIOLOGIST. Genius above all the genius !!!!!

Thursday, August 19, 2010

空虚



第一个星期进入妇产科
就得 quarantine 7天x24小时
天天都得站岗
而且需要随时 stand-by 被医生叫到生产部门

这种生活
日夜颠倒
好笑的是今天凌晨四点钟我去follow-up 病人时,
也混淆了今天是星期几
察看之下
才知道原来是星期四
很好
还剩三天
星期日的晚上10pm 就获得释放了

生活很忙
但却也同时增添了我心里的空虚
过去的回忆又涌上心头
还要多久
我才能够回家?
还要多久才能见到您们?

时间紧迫却没办办法停下来
天天都很累,
有空闲的时间也真的很没精力读书
我只能说
如果你想要就读医学系,
你一定要是个超爱读书的人
不然。。。

渴望被拥抱的
却不被拥抱
只想和你做朋友的
却死心踏地留在你身旁



Friday, August 13, 2010

刺蝟的坚强

刺蝟

最後一抹的微笑 在转身之後
我闭上眼 哭了
仅存的一点点骄傲
华丽的外表终於丢掉
很旁徨很孤单 是寂寞或悲惨
一个人 该怎么办

像是刺蝟般防范 伪装得勇敢
不轻易让你 看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗
心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象.. 哭吧

像是刺蝟般防范 伪装得勇敢
不轻易让你 看穿
我以为可以很坦然
面对分开时不觉得伤感
然而将灯关上 一片无声黑暗
心痛得大声呼喊

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象

我想我没那么坚强
每个女孩其实一样
渴望着爱情的好 渴望被拥抱
却都害怕爱让人受伤

承认我没那么坚强
不过是一而再的逞强
小心将情绪收藏 比傻瓜还傻
刺蝟的坚强 全都是假象.. 哭吧

星期三,会见 Dr.A, 我的 literature review 一而再再而三的更改后,终于 Dr.A approved 了我的 writing. 可是他却要求我 星期五做 presentation. 准备的时间太短了吧?

星期四,有考试,所以星期三的整天我都在复习,也没怎么睡觉因为听说我的考官,dr.B 是一个 Killer Doctor. 所以还没为我的presentation 做任何准备,也还没开始做 slide show

星期四,终于考试了,但是 dr.B 还是给了我三个 Task writing ,题目是关于刚才考试我做得不足的地方。下午从医院赶回来上网收集资料,资料收齐了但已是傍晚十分,我都还没开始把资料文章写出来。草草吃了晚餐,立刻赶工,但是 九时晚上需要去医院站岗,怎么办?我只好提着手提电脑及整堆资料赶到医院的手术室继续赶稿。幸好当晚急症的手术不多,我有空档继续做我的任务。

凌晨一点,终于赶完了Task Writing,但我还有 Slide Presentation 需要开始 Edit,尽管身体很疲累了,但是还是坚持的j继续因为我根本没选择啊。。 Dr.A 要求我明天 present, 不可能跟他bargain 说dr.B 也给了我很多任务以及我还有考试得进行。凌晨四点,终于全部 settle了。

凌晨五点,从医院回家,想要小睡片刻因为待会儿还有考试跟presentation 等着我。怎知醒来时竟然是 6.45am ! 七点就是 morning report 了。。。我尽了我的全力就在 7.05 am 到达。。门一打开,竟然又是那只大怪物主持 morning report. Oh my gosh ! 再一次的,我又再被赶出去了。。。而且他还说要记我的名。

被赶出去的我,失魂落魄地,漫无目的的在医院走廊上徘徊。。。终于让我找到一间隐秘的房间躲了起来。回想这几天过着的生活,我只能用“No life” 来形容。我不给excuse, 因为那只大怪物说迟到是 No excuse 的。可是你要了解啊。。在一天里要完成四个任务,你真的以为那么简单吗?我已是很多天没睡好了,我真的不是铁人。我那么努力的做每件医生委任给我的任务,我很努力的不说“No”,尽全力满足医生的要求。到最后,只不过迟到5分钟,我又再次众目睽睽下被赶出去,所有不了解我事情的医生肯定认为我是一个懒惰虫,常迟到。我的 Image 又再破坏了。为何我那么的努力做事情,到最后竟然获得如此下场?

有人跟我说,努力做事情,要做一些别人看到的事情,我就时常做一些别人看不到的事情。是不是我太不会取巧?太不会演戏?

有人跟我说,机会是给与已准备好的人。所以我都常常努力要把自己准备好,但是机会却不选上我呢? 眼见有些没准备的人,就那么幸运得到机会,搞到一塌糊涂也没人责怪。那我呢?
我觉得,机会只给与幸运的人。(对不起,我知道我的道理是错的,但我现在不想再让自己那么理智了)

有人跟我说,当一堆任务压在头上时,一项一项的慢慢完成。对阿,就像昨天般,纵使压力很大,但我还是沉住气,冷静地一项一项完成。但到最后呢?我败给了睡眠!!!!就因为那5分钟,我的努力化成水

之后,得知有个洋人留学生比我还迟,但是却没被赶出去。。。你说呢?
之前的事情 (遇上大怪物。倒霉)我从来没哭泣,
因为有人跟我说,哭是弱者的表现,所以不准哭。
但是真的是 Stretch to the limit , 脱下刺猬般的外壳,伪装的坚强终于崩溃了。

哭吧!




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