Lucky !

Jason Mraz - Lucky

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


I'm COMING HOME.... another 1 week ++
Can't wait for it !!!! Woohoo^^^^^^
I want to go for movie, ktv, shopping !!!!
I'm going to get out of the dull hospital life after 10 months never break !!!

Forensic Expert !!! 法政先锋

It's been sometimes since last i uploaded about my medical life in Bali..
Time flies, I had finished my 1st part of clinical years ( "surgery cycle" ) and now it comes to the 2nd part of clinical years which we called it as "medical cycle".
Well, for your information, Surgery Cycle is more about skills and "action", meanwhile Medical Cycle is more about study and knowledge, which include the following :

1. Radiology
2. Forensic
3. Pediatrics
4. Internal Medicine
5. Public Health
6. Ophthalmology
7. Psychiatry

I have 4 weeks time in Forensic department, had been gone through the 1st week and now comes to the 2nd week. I wanna write a lil bit about what happened for the past 1st week.

• had been went through two autopsy : Neonatal Cases which suspect infanticide. Another one is homicide of an adult. It's really interesting when doctor was explaining about what we discovered and deduced the time of death, the way the corpse might killed, and revealed the cause of death throughout the process of autopsy. In the same time, it only the smell of corpse which we really need to endure. The culture over here, we are not allowed ( hmm... not to say not allow, but it is "better not" ) to wear face mask, the reason given is by not wearing face mask is a way of respect the dead bodies. Thus, there are NO one wearing masks during the autopsy, so if you insist to wear, you looked VERY WEIRD among the people !!! so what i did was using my fingers and pinched my nose when i really couldn't stand with the smell. But most of the time, no much people pinch their nose too.. so i am one of the weirdooooo...!!! Gimme sometime, I will learn to be immune to the smell !

• Two times of experience in performing External examination ( 验尸) : One was died on traffic accident, and he only 18 years old. So please everyone, ride / drive carefully ! Don't lose your life because of traffic accident, It really heartbroken to see the parents cried bitterly upon their death children. Another cases was about sudden cardiac arrest of a young army , 22years old, experienced convulsion and died when he received punishment in the military forces of nation. Me and my friends , total of four, went to the military camp.. and what happened was we were well greeted by the captain and naval officers and crowded by over hundreds of soldiers. We went inside the center of the camp and saw a coffin covered by the flag of Indonesia. A good experience thou, something like what happened in the movie.

• Duty in forensic department include standby at the emergency room, recorded all the cases, assess the wound how it got hurt, handle all kind of cases include sexual assault, murder, suicide etc. I love the morning report, everyday each group will present the cases they encounter during their duty and we will discuss about the wound investigation, for the murder cases or if the corpse come with putrefaction, we learn to find out the identification of the corpse, investigation of death, their post-mortem changes, the blood stain, the mode of being killed and provide our findings or useful information and cooperate with the police.
  We have a meeting room for us to analyze the cases like what happened in the movie, and i really really salute the forensic doctors the way they analyze and explain the cases !

• Really gain a lot of interesting knowledge in this lab, especially how the killer would do on the corpse trying to mask up the real setting of the case. haha..!!! By studying forensic pathology, each case will reveal the truth !!! Sadly, there are still lack of forensic doctors in Indonesia. ( i not really know the condition in Malaysia ). There are only 3 forensic doctors in Bali, so everyday we can see the 3 doctors work like the mad ones but they still looked so happy.. Actually I really so curious the reason they choose to specialize in forensic. In Indonesia it is FREE OF CHARGE to specialize in Forensic because they wanna encourage more doctors to involve in this field. Although F.O.C. but from what i noticed, it is still not successful to attract doctors to specialize in this field.

This is the Forensic Canteen which located beside the forensic department, provided food and drinks for those unfortunate family... of course, doctors are welcome too.. haha...

This is the TWO LARGE CONTAINERS which people always talk about... it contained all the victim who are undetermined identity, or those who are not collected by their family. What i heard from my friends, it still contain the full body or part of body of the victims during the Bali BOM 2002.

DISASTER VICTIM IDENTIFICATION - the DVI TEAM which is really well developed in Bali especially after the incident of Bali Bom in year 2002.

During our 30 hours duty in forensic department which happened once in 3 days, you will see the offering or worships goods placed on the floor of each corner and in front of EACH room. From what my friend told me, by offering these to prevent "them" to "disturb" us during the night.

the ambulances which transporting the dead bodies to the hospital...

What we afraid the most during the duty is the sound of the corpse trolley coming to our way, which mean some one had died and we need to handle the dead bodies by performing external examination.

In all, case discussion and investigation is undeniably interesting, but frankly speaking, i still feel very scare in handling dead bodies or staying up at night in the forensic department.


*Rest In Peace*
*Treasure your life*
*Finger-crossed*
*Amen*

秘密花园 - 那个女人

那个女人 认真的爱着你
每天每天 就像你的影子 跟随着你

那个女人 笑着 却也哭着
究竟还得独自 注视着你多久
着像风一般的爱情 这像是谎言的爱情
还得持续多久 你才能爱我

只要悄悄走近你
只要靠近你一步 就会后退两步的你
这样爱着你的我
现在就在你的身旁 那个女人哭泣着

那个女人非常的小心
所以现在学习笑着的方法
连和好朋友都不能倾诉的话语太多了
所以那个女人总是在哭泣
所以那个女人正爱着你

这样的傻瓜 因为是这样的傻瓜
所以可以拥抱我吗？

我也想要被爱 亲爱的
每天每天在心里 只能在心里
这样呼唤着你 那个女人
今天依然在你身旁

那个女人就是我 你知道吗？
还是你明明知道还是依然如此呢？
不知道的你 真是个大傻瓜啊~

究竟还得独自注视着你多久？
这像傻瓜一般的爱情 这像是谎言的爱情
还得持续多久 你才能爱我

分解

吵架时为什么会大声？

原因是当两个人相互愤怒的时候，他们的心和心相距很远；

为了填补这段距离，他们必须呼喊才能让彼此的心听到

他们越是愤怒，心和心距离则越是遥远

于是，他们只有越发强力呼喊，他们彼此才能听到

反过来也就是恋爱时为什么情侣们都喃喃低语的原因。。。

幸福不是被致命的错误所扼杀，而是被不断重复出现的小错一点点分解掉

已经被分解得体无完肤了

不希望再被分解了

要不然距离就会越分越离了

请原谅我的愚笨

Happy New Year 2011

My dearie friends
Happy New Year 2011 !!!

Cheers to a new year and
another chance for us to get it right !!!

I believed it would be a better year ahead !!!
Let bygone Be bygone ..
I have a feeling I will love this year
and it would be the truth !
My prayer will be answered
My family will and always be blessed...

This is the roadside view in Bali..
You can see firecrackers selling everywhere..
which is the scene where we can only seen in Malaysia 10 years ago

when the clock struck 00.00 , 01 Jan 2011 .. The whole Bali fell into a frenzied state, firecrackers everywhere, we not needed to go a particular place to see the firecrackers because it's just everywhere and It's really really spectacular !!!

I wish this would be my last year celebrate new year in Bali.. it's been 6 years never celebrate new year back home.. really longed for it.. !
time flies, comes to the final year in Bali ,
people always in dilemma, i always said i wanna leave this sucks place asap
but when it come to the final year,
i want to say , i will really treasure my final year in Bali

My Quote of 2011 :

"If you want to succeed in your life, remember this phrase: The Past does not equal The Future. Because you failed yesterday; or all day today; or a moment ago; or for the last six months; the last 16 years; or the last fifty years of life, doesn't mean anything...All that matters is: What are you going to do, RIGHT NOW!!?"