A day of WaitinG 沉闷的一天

不知不觉，又来到了第七个学期的尾声。。。
不知不觉，所有 Theory 及 PracticaL 的考试都结束了。。。
不知不觉，我已学完了关于医学所有该懂的知识及各种不同疾病，人体构造，治疗 等等。
但，先声明，我对这三年来所学的记忆又剩多少呢？

这个月，从 30 Dec 2009 - 2 Feb 2010 将会有一个 program - KKR （我不知道它到底stand for 什么 =P）．KKR 主要目的是要让我们去early expose to the Hospital Life,　熟悉医院的环境以及运作，　也让我们了解一个实习医生该以及不该做的事情．

我被篇排在 E Group.
以下是我的时间表．

4th－5th Jan 2010, 我被篇排到 OBGYN ( 妇产科部门）

早上十点，就收到消息说有一位孕妇还没到生产期就出现了下体流血 ( Anterpartum Bleeding) 的Case.由于这是Emergency Case, 需要Stabilize 病人先，我们才可以为病人做访问(Anamnesis) ．当然，我们这些碍手碍脚的Pre-clinical medical student 理所当然的要＂闪＂一边 在旁守候．

你看，每个人都等到很沉闷，很不耐烦．．．

在沉闷的同时，灵感一动，就拿起我的手机拍像．
我真的很想索性躺在这张床上睡觉．．．

以上照片，就是孕妇临产前等待生产时的房间．

这位孕妇就是在这房间里急救着，叫做 Kamar Isolasi ( Isolation Room )
我真的很闷．．．傻傻地等了两个小时．．．脚也很酸，就假装勤力一下，阅读书本打发时间．

等了三局钟，终于轮到我们进去探访这位病人，但是由于病人刚失血过多，很累．．．
所以我们也无法问她太多的问题．
只有机会学习怎样运作这个Machine ( Cardiotocography) －测量胎里的婴儿（Fetus )，他／她的心跳以及母亲子宫( Uterus )的Contraction Rate.
这位孕妇只有32星期，还未到37星期（正常的生产期）．所以，需要密切的留意随时会有出血的情形发生因为她被诊断出胎盘位置不正确的症状．（Placenta Previa )

After the case, I just felt so exhausted and frus without any apparent reason..Might be tired of waiting ??? I don't know... I think the only reason which could explain this is - the whole month we only need to do observation in the hospital without any evaluation. No evaluation = No catalyst which trigger me to study... And my mind just overwhelmed by the feeling of going home... which is still have 27 days left...... I'm so eager to go home......My sweet sweet home...

Due to the sadness which i had felt inexplicably, therefore i decided to get myself some nice drink as a reward.Also, attempting to stimulate more dopamine and serotonin into my brain to cheer up myself ~

So, I went to Dunkin' Donuts' ( Yes, the Well-known Dunkin is located inside the hospital, cool right ? ) I bought a cup of Ice chocolate which cost me Rp22,500 ( RM 8 ) , rather expensive for me actually and it's Not really nice....kinda disappointing.... made me even more depress..... T.T