考试的气氛

不喜欢 考试的气氛
整个宿舍安静得 连针 掉下来的声音也都听得见

天还没亮 就得醒来 啃书

不喜欢 考试的气氛
整天就只有在房间 对这那四壁墙以及书本
喧哗的声音少了
一切显得很安静
不喜欢太安静
因为我的思绪会不听话的飘走
想起一些不该想的事

不喜欢 考试的气氛
因为得靠咖啡及茶 帮我提神

不是 机器人
却希望自己是个机器人
因为可以二十四小时 不眠不休地 工作

希望自己的头脑像个Hard Disk
读了就不会忘记
不想记起的回忆也可以 Maually 的删掉
该 多好啊？？？

不讲了
好像您说的，
都到了低潮 还能坏到哪里去？

为了回家，
为了明年的农历新年，
为了可以准时毕业，
再哭再累
也要撑下去
每个人都说我能
。。。。。那么，我一定能。。。。。

Kya-Kya Nite, My Plantation & Heels

20.09.2009
KYAーKYA NIGHT

就在完成挑战 volcano 使命的第二天，我们一般朋友去了 Bali Art Center...参加岜厘一年一度的＂走走＂节．
这个节目主要是for这里印尼华侨的一个Party. 你可以在这里听到现场献唱华语歌曲，华人舞蹈，及华人食物．．．就像是岜厘岛的唐人街啦．．．

你们可要知道在岜厘岛的华侨长得一副华人样，却不会讲华语，更不用说认识华文字了，而且也很少听到中文歌因为可以接触华语的机会少之又少．所以，自从我来了这里求学后，看到身边的印尼华侨都是满口印尼话，其实，你们知道吗？
他们心里及表情都流露出很羡慕我们马来西亚华人会操华语．时常叫我教他们说华语．有时真的很感激马来西亚政府，至少我们有机会学习中文，会读这些方块字．所以，来了这里，人也变得比较容易知足．

而且，我也从很Pro-英文，不怎么爱华语－－－＞＞变成两种语言我都欣赏，尤其是话语，你不觉得古人真的很厉害吗？他们可以坪出每个完全不同结构的方块字．真的超赞地！

＊＊华人，应该要已自己的华文感到骄傲　！！！＊＊

－在Bali Art Centre 的外观－
这样美的雕像，当然是要留影咯！

－　Bali Art Centre 的进口处　－

看得出是什么吗？？　
是的，猪．岜厘岛著名的食物－BaBi GulinG
( 译：旋转的猪．．哈哈．．我乱翻译的啦．．）

OMG , 我最爱的Nasi Lemak!!!
虽然岜厘岛是印尼地方，但这里是找不到Nasi Lemak的哦！
只有在这个夜晚（Kya-Kya Nite) 品尝到我爱的Nasi Lemak !!
（虽然还是大马的原汁原味比较让人垂言，但是暂时顶着先吧！）

还有舞狮舞龙的演出哦　！！
真的很有新年的气氛，希望时间快些飞逝，
我已迫不及待回家了．．．

21.09.2009
在Kya-Kya Nite,有个 environmental friendly campaign，你只须已入门票就能换取环保带或小小的盆栽．

我换取了三个盆栽，分别为他们取名
（只是好玩，不要笑我无聊,盆栽也要取名哦？！）

看到右手边的照片，从我房间窗口的风景。

27.09.2009
参加朋友，Tuscianthi Birthday 所拍下的
多谢 Eng Eng 你逼我拍这样的照片...哈哈! ( 第一次耍性感... 如何??? )

先在 Facebook post 上这张照片，获得朋友们的青睐，不是我的人哦，而是我的高跟鞋！
哈哈（人，也有啦。。。 *厚脸皮* ）

这是最后一次我穿这双高跟鞋，特别的感触,因为是你在我Form6 Dinner 陪我一起买的，也是你送的。这四年来，它的皮慢慢地剥落，鞋底的皮也因剥落而不大稳，要用Glue fix It.但我还是坚持要穿，至少远看看不出啊。。但是，就在这天，它的细带也断了，真的没办法，必须丢了。。。我真的不舍得丢掉你送我的每一样东西。（就像你送我的NIke Watch,可以参考回我之前的Blog Post - My Nike Watch 15.6.2009 的post ) 每丢掉你送我的东西，就感觉像 你 又再离我越远了，就好像我又再丢掉我们之间的回忆。虽然人们都说，

把回忆留在脑海里就是最珍贵，但 ---

回忆 - 很抽象，
我这人很肤浅， 所以我都尽量保护你所送的东西，
留你送我的东西在身边感觉比较实际
可，随着时间的流逝，你送我的东西。。。
一样一样的坏了...需要丢了... =(

努力的安慰自己，旧的不去，新的怎么来啊？
我应该高兴，因为我将要有新的高跟鞋咯！！！ 呵呵。。。

The Challege - Scale The Volcano !

Let the photos be my narrator of this post =)
18.09.09

Around 8pm, reach Kintamani ( The Area around volcano ) hunting for food. Finally, manage to grab some food in an Eatery.
The funny things was , this eatery has 2 different menu with different prices ( of course, 1 for Foreigner , 1 is the Local Price ) . Luckily, we talk in Bahasa Indonesia with thm... Pretending we are the LoCaL here... haha... so, Anyone who come here, Come to find me 1st ? ok.. I'm quite good in pretending as the Local here... ( although is the cacat one ) haha...

Around 10pm, After nego the price and chose the plan we decided, the tour guide placed us at their Rest room whilst wating the time to come.
Note the Lower Left 1 : Our SMELLY shoes... lol
the Upper Right 1 : Look, Everyone was listening to my instruction Attentively. =P

19.09.09

Around 3am, we started our journey .
The 1st time experience of hiking in the midnight with the torch light under the guidance of the tour guide. ( we have 4 tour guides to lead 16 of us )

Around 6am, reach the top of the Volcano, waiting for the Sunrise to emerge frm the Horizon.
TOo BAD , the fog was just too heavy hindering our view in appreciating the sunlight.
Look, Everyone were Waiting for the Sunrise to appear.... wait and wait .... urgh~~~

Around 7am, Eventually, the SUN !!!!! that we longing for so long !!!!
We took our breakfast up there ( bread with banana sliced between and Eggs )

Note The Upper Left pic : The crater.. it's hot...
We put the raw egg inside the crater , trying to cook it.. hehe
15minutes later, can you see ??? Is half cooked already !!!

Around 7.30am, we continue to walk, oh Nope, was climb around the volcano. We still clad in the fog , impeding our view of the breathtaking scene.

Another scenery frm top of the volcano.
I wondered, maybe we have had better view if the fog was cleared...

The top left pic : The ONLY hut on the volcano for you to rest and take some hot drink and food.
oh yeah, NO toilet provided. So, for those who had an urgency...uh hum, you hafta pee at the grass behind ... oops ...
The bottom 1 : The Exhausted Tour guide taking his nap.

Self-Admiring AGAIN .... haha... =P

The dog of the tour guide there, Golden Trinity !!!!! Her name - NIKI
She was pregnant u know...!!!!! Can't imagine a preganant lady could scale the mountain !

The view, mesmerizing isn't it ????

Group snap shot !!!!! + the tour guide !!! + Niki !!!

Around 8.30am, journey of descending commenced !!!

On our way back to the foot of the volcano...

Around 10am, reached the foot and had our respite here.. Of course,Won't forget my snapshot !

The snap-shot before Balik KamPung !!!!

The END !!!! =D

P/S : whn i was ascending the hill, was not that harsh but when you "hike" around the volcano, that's tough becuz it was steep and slippery. Moreover, some of the path was very narrow, you would just fall off the mountain if you had a slipped foot , NO joke !!!
When descending the mountain, every stepped i made was indeed painful especially on my knee. The pressure just bumped against my knee... urgh~ Microtrauma !!! Would I get OsteoArthritis whn i get older?
In a nut shell, Strongly recommend you guyz to try it out whn you are young !!!! =D

很开心，
我的岜厘岛生活
不留白 ！
年轻人，当然是要干一番惊险的事情啊！

Air On the G-String ( G弦之歌 )

巴哈 （Johann Sebastian Bach ）有一次在宫廷演奏的时候，
他的大提琴被人动了手脚，除了G弦之外，其它弦都断了，
当所有人都等着他出臭的时候，
他却只用了一条G弦，即兴的演奏了一首咏叹调，
也就是现在很有名的G弦之歌

他告诉了我，
人生不管在多困难的时候，
都可以完成最动人的乐章
从此以后，只要当我快要熬不住的时候，
我就会想起 -
D大調第3號組曲 ：G弦之歌 ( D Major Suite No. 3 in G-String )

-下一站幸福-

Sermon of the Day

It's been about a semester since I last went for church. Really feel so bad of myself. After the exam, I knew I should go church. I knew that I shouldn't only seek for God in the time of despair...

Today sermon is very meaningful to me and all of you as well... [ John 5 ]

Pastor Wayan said,"If u do things in the same way you should be, you can never get yourself into a new picture.If u always do thing tat u've always done,u'll be in a pic that you'hv always been. Just Like a dog always chasing it's tail..."

Yes ! No doubt, is moving apparently, nevertheless, in the same place, in the same circle cyclically , and NEVER move on...

We repeat our routine work everyday...again and again... that's why we easily get bored and dull with our life... because most of the time,we merely repeat the things we should do. This can be applied in myriad fields, Not only study, but also in working, in your love life, in your relationship with God, your rela with family & friends.. etc. Anything, Everything...!!!

Although I'm Not blind physically but I blind & paralaysed mentally and spiritually, I couldn't see the future and my sight of vision is retarded and blurred ! Dear Lord, Please Keep my vision back. I seriously don't want like the dog... keep chasing it's tail... I have been obsessive compulsive in certain matter, I fervently wish ....

• To change "have been" to "used to Be"
  
• Abandon all the negative thoughts
• Reignite the almost-fade-off fire and passion which embedded inside my heart !

Thanks Winda for your birthday wishes, I love one of your sentences " Never look back to the past, but RUN and CATCH your VISION ! "

Let go of your tradition
Expect something FRESH and EMBRACE the NEW way !!!
CheersSsssss... All my beloved friends... =D

断了翅膀的小鸟

距离考试只剩16小时
但我竟然还在这里写部落格
我真的很累，怎么我在考试中一次比一次的力不从心？
我真的很想念在 Cardiology Core 时候的我
那股干劲，那股让人畏惧的气势
那股连男生看到了，都感觉到被威胁的我

我怎么了？读了又忘，又没心去拼
只想考试快点过去，我怎么做医生？
我就像只断了翅膀的小鸟，再也无法翱翔
你说过 你会一路陪伴着我 直到我成功为止
但 现在呢？

我知道你很忙，很多话想告诉你
却又怕打扰你，深怕你又再觉得我烦

现在的我真的泄气了
真得很想你可以拥我入怀，给我点安慰，让我有勇气走下去

话，说完了！
还是得继续读书。。。
时间，浪费够了！
擦一擦 眼角打滚着的泪水
给自己加油
我一定能的！！！！

中秋节快乐

月儿婀娜挂空中

地球遥望欲相求

职责在身抽身难

遥遥对望难相聚

呎尺天涯染相思

炎帝得悉欲相助

八月十五邀相聚

月儿芳心早暗许

金装批身会郎君

此日月儿格外圆

柔柔月光照大地

似佑世人皆团圆

Special Thanks to L.H.Tew for composing the poem

Like it so much ... !!!

Thankyou My Bali Friends For Not Leaving me Alone in this Mooncake Festival

=D

难得

难得 好天气
难得 天空不是雨天
难得 晴天的到来
我一定要继续 Keep 住这种好心情
不可以让任何事情左右我的情绪
加油 加油 加油

我一定要 很充满干劲地 朝向我的梦想及兴趣迈进
我一定要找回三年前
那充满抱负及理想的我
忙碌的同时，不可以忘记我的兴趣
画画，设计，弹琴，唱歌，国标舞
Stay Alive !
Stay CheerRrr !