梦想被冷冻

梦想被冷冻 梦想被冷冻
我喜欢日出但是我注定在阴暗的角落
在人群中 哦 我算得了什么

对未来 感到茫然好像煮熟的饺子
在沸水中 漂浮 漂浮
梦想被冷冻 梦想被冷冻

Far too long these chains I've worn
'Cos I didn't choose to be born
In out world gone wrong
谁能 解 寂寞的痛
梦想被冷冻

站在自己的角落 却忘了你要一盏灯
在黑暗中 哦 点亮一丝希望
我们的爱 不曾改变 虽然路很遥远
暖暖的爱 就是全人类的语言

Far too long these chains I've worn
'Cos I didn't choose to be born
In our world gone wrong
谁能 解 寂寞的痛
梦想被冷冻

Build a world of love and peace
It's a land I always long for
Don't you know
我和你 没有什么不同 为什么梦想被冷冻

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已经好多年都没听这首歌了，
就在我读书读到很 Frus 时 ，
脑海中竟浮现了这首歌。。。

然后我立刻Online and download,
然后我竟然重复听了十几遍。。。
真的好好听。。。还是很喜欢它的Melody..
还是比较喜欢力宏以前的歌曲。。
比较真实的感动

回归现实，还是得继续读书。。。
书啊 书。。。。累计了三百多面 未完成...
怎么才能读完你呢？
只能说，
I'm NOT a Genious... and
I'm NOT a Robot as well...I NEED REST , YOU KNOW ?????

朋友们，加油吧！！！
Try our best to achive the mission impossible....
(但我真的好累。。。天天都好累。。。。真的有点力不从心）

Still ...

My precious weekend just past in a twinkling of an eye...

The hardest and the most horrible core --->> NeuroScience is coming TODAY !!!!
Yet, I still not fully rest and recover frm the exam of the previous core...

I still feeling tired ... and the coming week...
I still have to be very busy in dealing with the sports stuff and pratices...

People said when u come to a new environment , you will get more used to it as the time goes by
Instead,

I still miss home so much...
I still miss my lovely papa and mama so much....
I still miss you so much..... why ?

People said time can heal everything..... but why tis is not applicable to me ???
People come and people go...and yet I still static in the same place ....

As u said, Actions make louder then words ... and i strongly believe it !!!
So...please NEVER EVER SAID all those bullshit to me....you such a liar ...
That's so sarcastic to me... DO IT !!!

Well, goin to campus very soon.......Guess will be a very tough and harsh ever period for the coming one month until June.....I will standstill because i know you will support me...
so...

NEUROSCIENCE

I'M COMING NOW !!!!!

YOU BETTER WATCH OUT !!!!!
( haha.......rofl....I...hope so =P )

I still think about you
I still dream about you
I still want you, and need you by myside

I still mad about you
All I ever want is was you...
still the one........ still the one

当你需要我的时候，我一定会在你身边
当你不需要我的时候，我就会自动消失在你的世界里

Postexam Symptoms - Weary

I suppossedly should be happy and relieve after the exam, indeed Tired is overriding the Happiness... what i can say is I REALLY EXAUSTED..... since the beggining of this semester , i have loosing the passion...

Sometimes, i will think -->> why am I want to make my life so hard?

I really salute my friends who always so "semangat" in studying, why you guyz never seemed to tire??? I........USED to be so "semanget" too....maybe...erm.... 1 yr ago... ( I guess )

This whole week i feel off-colour as well....My left knee joints and calf muscle is painful and spastic condition..but i still went for the Badminton Traning today...was cramping just now... bt only in the toe part...so STILL CAN withstand it...hehe...

I juz want to sit on a sofa in a cozy and intimate room with dim light, drinking red wine, and listening to some classisc or romantic music.... RELAX ~~~~~

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Really thankyou to my friends here in Bali... Give me all the laughter and happiness here..

McD juz now is really damn funny and i really enjoy talking with you guyz...

At that moment, I really Happy.. But donno why after came bec to my room ,

I feel moody again...maybe i juz too tired and too much things is waiting me to do after the exam. I really worry I can't bear it....

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谢谢你 昨天给我 1 分钟 19 秒 远来的电话

听见你给我 鼓励，祝福，关心 的话语

只可惜 我真的赶不完 我的syllabus

无法继续跟你 讲话

我不想只有我需要你，而你才会在我的身边

我也希望你也会是需要我的

Faith In Tribulation

In the midst of tribulation, persecution, soul-famine, compulsion …
We have to learn to stand still and
We have to rejoice in the hope of glory of God

More den tat, We rejoice in our sufferings,
By knowing SUFFERINGS produces ENDURANCE and PERSEVERANCE
And then, ENDURANCE and PERSEVERANCE produces CHARACTER,
And Lastly, CHARACTER produces HOPE !
By seeing SUFFERING as a BLESSING ,
Through this, We learn to adopt and instill a joyful attitude..!!!

When u meet trials of various kinds… asked yourself : why?
Because “ the testing of your faith produces STEADFASTNESS…”
Once u get over each of the trials and conquer it ….
You are MORE then CONQUERORS ….
Ergo, all my dear friends….Don’t Fear in counteracting all the hurdles…
In the End, We will reap more then we expect..
Let’s work hard together and reach our final destination….

**Ray_AngeL** - tis I wanna share with you... You owe ur perseverance although the environment seemed to be so negative ,yet what you hv to do is don’t give up….that’s no turning back but jz continue until u accomplish ur destination. BE OPTIMISTIC !!!

**C.Yun** - Don’t admire me, because act I really not as perfect as you thk…. I still hv some times which I will go astray… I’m Not always as rational as what u thk…Instead, I really admire your courageous in facing tribulation.. IF I were you, I might not as calm as you..Lastly, You own the right to CRY…and I’ll always listen to you… =)

**Angelina** - Tis I read frm “our Journey”…wish to share with you too..Is in Roman 5:1-4.. I thk we really need tis in this very moment… Whn u are facing enormous pressure, remember this Roman 8:28

**J.Yee** - Thanks for always listen to me again and again everyday without complaining I’m tedious…Really Thanks SOOOOoooOOooooo MUCH !!!!! Don’t know how to convey my gratitude in words….so what i can give is just - - ->>> Muakss Muakss……ssss…

**Baby DeviL** - Hopefully someday u can “transform” frm Devil to ANGEL….ok?? Always remember your words..Attitude, but not aptitude tat determine your Altitude. Remember, that's nothing can thwart you... I MISS YOU

**Y.Yik Ooi** - So Glad tat time and distance does not affect us.. I’m glad that we still can chat like the old times…really miss it so much…You hear me & I hear you too.. And I really admire your ingenious writing from your blog… It’s touch and ReaL.. I become your “fans” dee….haha… Frm the blog, can know that u are insightful and you are a deep thinker. I hv confidence that you will be a very successful lawyer in the future… Let’s Jia You !!!! Wish to meet you soon.. =)


LASTLY, SPECIAL THANKS TO ----------------->>> W.Y.LEE !!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO ALWAYS RESCUE ME WHEN IM DROWNING….Thanks that you didn’t leave me to be forsaken in the dark and stormy night.. THOUSANDS OF THANKS

荒唐

你哭了吗 我听不到你说话
转身走吧 没有必要再勉强
只是输给了一个诚实的谎话
我们怎么会经不起
背叛的冲刷

你失望吗 我并不是你想象
剩下什么 可以用爱伪装
原谅不是唯一结束问题的回答
我真的开始怀疑 爱情的重量

终于 让我看穿了爱情
我明白这场游戏 输的五体投地
关于你布下的局
终于 我承认了我伤心
我确定把这回忆 抹的干干净净
收拾你的荒唐 然后离去

可不可以让自己逃离
用最后的力气
只是输给了一个诚实的谎话
我们怎么会爱上
彼此的荒唐

终于 让我看穿了爱情
我明白这场游戏 输的五体投地
关于你布下的局
终于 我承认了我伤心
我确定把这回忆 抹的干干净净
收拾你的荒唐 oh~

一幕幕 我闭不上眼睛 残忍的甜蜜
一封封 删不去的简讯 烙在心里 藏在心里
我们爱过的遐想 无法释放
我害怕我不忍心再说一句 我恨你~~

你哭了吗 我听不到你说话
转身走吧 没有必要再勉强

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我真的需要开始 拼命 读书了

但 我真的好累

每早 醒来 都想在继续 睡多一会儿

好多 夜晚 都睡不好

压力 快要让我屏息了

身体 免疫系统 持续下降

温度 持续上升

八月的假期 我真的可以完全拥有吗？

天知道 我是以多少 无眠的夜晚 疲惫 而换取的

没人听见我的 叹息

因为 我在别人眼中都是 那么“能”

告诉了 只换取 虚伪的借口

我要说的是

I'm ONLY HUMAN BEING ...

我不是样样都能的

I'm ONLY A LITTLE GIRL ...

你们都很肤浅

厉害的女生 就不配拥有 幸福吗？

难道就只能拥抱 孤独吗？

真是 荒唐

你们都不了解我

厉害的外表 却隐藏着一颗等待 抚慰 脆弱 的心

而你 又 在那里？

。。。我 在孤独的岛屿上 荒唐的 等待着。。。

Twilight Shadows...

Why my heart aches Again ???

Why my heart always bumming nowhere ???

Why my heart always in despair ???


Sorry that i always disappointed u & u & u & u & u....

I disappointed on myself too...


I'hv been wasting for so much time....

I promised that i will treat myself better

I promised myself to become stronger

but

sickness makes me weak...

Why things just can't proceed smoothly as what i wish ???
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Lord , help me to know from day to day...

The good I should pursue

And

Grant me wisdom to discern the things I should NOT do


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MY DAYS ARE NUMBERED , I NEED GOD'S WISDOM TO SPEND EACH ONE AS I COULD

YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I COULD RELY ON