Bali Cliff ^_^

07.11.2009
As usual, will hang out with friends after exam ( This time was Dermatology )
Thanks to Armand chauffeuring us to the Destination -

Bali Cliff and The BEACH !!!!!

Here's some photos.....

The Cliff, Our shadowsSss ,the beach and the BEAUTIFUL SUNSET !!!!!

From The top of the cliff down to the Beach....There's almost 300 stairs !!!!
( Counted by Sebatik Boys...Not sure...maybe thy exaggerated ?? LOL )

I just know when I climbed up....my legs almost sinewless !!!!

The panoramic view from the cliff...

The setting Sun kindled the sky with orange and reds !!!!!!!
Breath-taking isn't it ???

The crystal clear water !!!!!!!!

My buddies in Bali - ARMAND !!!!!!
Thankyou for bringing me out jalan-jalan !!!!!!!
I really enjoyed !!!!!!

My Dear Bali Friends.......

I'm Guilt ( x3 )

Why Guilty X3 ??

Guilt 1 : Eat too Much ~ Today went Carefore ate alot for my dinner... My tummy was stuffed!!! -->> Pizza + Root Bear Float + Cheese Burger + Curly Fries + Fried Onion SprinG + Starbucks Mocca + Strawberry Pie !!!!! Oh My Gosh !!!!!!! ( Meng Hon, Don't jealous i ate alot, Don't worry, I still hv extra capacity to fit the food before i put on weight !!! LOL )

After a hardwork of Gym, Dancing, Swimming, Finally i lost 3 kg and become 48 kg... But today , I ate alot AGAIN...( Last sunday the Regalia Night, I gobbled alot too and not burned off the fat yet )

My fellow Lovely Friends, NEVER EVER praise my figure is Slim / Nice / Fit etc... because this will reduce my vigilance towards my food intake level..!!!!

Guilt 2 : Spend too much Money ~ bought a lot of unneccessary stuff.. More on Luxurious Expenditure.. A cushion Seat for my ass ( I had one in my room , but still wanna get a new 1 ) , Drinking Starbucks Coffee, Buying A biG Slice of Salmon cost Rp 40K ( My favouratteee ) , Changing Shampoo Brand to an expensive one, Some new clothes and rings etc etc....

oOpssss ... Sorry Papa And Mama....guess My Parents will PENGSAN after receiving the credit card Bills This month. Really sorry and Guilty..Promise will be more thrifty next month. This Month really spend alot ,OVER-BUGET + A DRIED-UP BANK ACCOUNT !!!!!! Sorriessssss .... =.="""""

Guilt 3 : Didn't Study Much - Although I sleep less ( I would considered myself insufficient of sleep if less then 7 hours ) , but doesn't mean that I study ALOT !!! Spending most of the time doing some Unnecessary stuff Like Surfing net, Obssessed with something worthless, Indulge In Facebook-inG, Changing My blog Theme ( spend alot of time to do so because forgot to back-up ), Chit-chat with friends until late night, Reading novel and Magazine instead of Medical Books, watching movie and drama etc etc....

I seriously need to study..... But what am I doing again ?? Composing Blog... oh Gosh..!!! Just can't resist my impulse frm laziness.... Exam on 14th December... Still have 2 weeks time..!!! In the coming 2 weeks time , i hv to suffer frm Insufficient sleep again... sigh..

What Happen to me???
Whn i was free, Sleep less...
Admist of Busy time, Sleep less....
Why I just couldn't SPARE MY TIME & Grab Some Rest instead of Wasting Time?

I'm GOin to Become BLACK-EYES-Piss !!!! LOL

P/S : No regret of hanging out today whilst everyone was studying so hard for the coming exam... Really enjoy with Angel , Angel's Parents and Elisa..... Thanks Guyzzz made my day !

A msg for Angel : U need to study hard after ur parents Fly off tomorrow... DON't CRY !!! ( haha..I know u won't...simply only..U are tough, I wish i could be like u... ) God Bless your Parents to have a safe journey Home... and Is my time for zzZZzzzZzz... ciaoz ! =D

Thankyou 谢谢

Thanks to Amos for your warm regards...
I'm Surprised and Touched frm the early greeting of your X'mas cards from Singapore.
U had made my day !!!
^^...Thanks...^^

谢谢 - Yoga Lim

累了一天回家没人等门
有灯坏了房间显得冰冷
肚子好饿想要吃碗泡面
热水瓶里开水一滴不剩
这里少了你的笑和眼神
好像什么都蒙上了灰尘
原来我才是最依赖的人
我需要你比你需要我深

谢谢你的照顾你的体贴
给我一个美好的世界
我把幸福看得太简单了点
你有多用心我却没有发觉
谢谢你的照顾你的离开
让我对爱有更多了解
现在才说也许太晚了一点
失去过的人会更珍惜一点

谢谢 to my Beloved Papa & Mama - I'm so sorries always being not patience in talking with you... and always vent out my frustration to you...Both of you are my greatest LovE of my Life. I'll fight for my future no matter how hard is it because I want both of you to be PROUD of having me as YOur Beloved Daughter !!!!
只有你们，不离不弃地一直爱着我。
老土一点，没有你们，也没有今天的我.

谢谢 to My sweetheart - frm being care and concern whenever I fall into the hole of depression
You too... I want u to be happy always. and really glad to see u have a great job !
好不容易从低谷中爬了出来，就不要那么容易地掉回进去了．
只要耐心等待，我们一定会找到属于我们的守护天使．

谢谢 to Meng Hon - Sometimes ur words is quite pungent but it's indeed true and meaningful. I understand and remember. Just I need a wake up call sometimes ( not sometimes, quite frequent actually LOL )..and Pls don't said I'm Stupid anymore, ok? I'll be SmArT !!! Hehe...

谢谢 to Gordon - Being concern, understanding and tolerate my tamper to the max.. companying me in phone whenever i was in the brink of despair. I hope u will have a great future and be ambitious and faithful , fight for ur future ,ok? You will be a great Engineer in the near future !

谢谢 to Chiew Yun - Always sms-ing with me when i was not in the mood... I knew sms frm Malaysia-Bali is quite costly. And you hv ur budget problem too..But u nvr leave as an orphan whn I was down...you will definitely answer my sms with great patience and concern.
Wish u best of luck in the future
现在的磨练一定会换取苦尽甘来的一天

^^CheErRrsssSss^^

CyclinG - Bash It !

17.10.2009
All of us decided to have a bash on cycling to Kuta ( The famous tourist spot in Bali )
We rented 4 mountain bite which cost us Rp20000 each. ( Around RM7.14 )
And Special Thanks to Arman for lending me his mountain bite.

So here, some view of the Double-Six Beach, Kuta
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Around 7am, before the journey commenced, take a shot 1st !!!
( this is mandatory , of course =P )

We have a short break and photo session somewhere near Kuta ( Forgot the name, Bali .... ?? )
Nice and intricate design of the building behind , what do u thk ???

We reached our Destination --->> Kuta BEach !!!!
( after 1.5 hours of cycling )
Bravo ~~~~
( It's kinda hard to place the bicycle on the beach because it tend to sink )

We cycled around the Kuta Beach Area...
Looking for some handsome white men... haha.. ( joke ! )
Some view of the Not-100%-Immaculately-Beach of Kuta
( yet still Farrrr better den Penang Beach, Oopss. gotta get punch frm my penang friends )

Whn we were searching for washroom around, we chanced on a nice Villa. Named Annora Villas
Note the wash room, such a sizeable 1 and their was plantation inside the washroom !!!
As usual, I won't miss out any chance in taking photo, eventhough that's a Washroom
A luxurious washroom ( sounds "38 " lol ), such a weird feeling whn pee infront of the mirror, gazing myself... LoL
I have to make a note here,
this villa equipped with a personal Pool just beside the lounge In Each Suite.
of course u hv to pay for a hefty price : US 400.00
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Around 4pm, whn the weather was friendly to my skin ( I won't get sun-burned at least ),
We coundn't wait to jump into the sea

Well....that's all for today...
We cycled back at Seven...
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11.10.2009
some photos share with you all...
Went for a Japanese Buffet named Ajisai Restaurant

Not a lavish buffet.. But indeed Stuffed our tummy to the max whn we gobbled the food in the 1st place... ( just couldnt helped it, too hungry !!! )
Not really nice though, prefer Malaysia 1... Or maybe i hv a chance to check out the genuine taste of Sushi buffet in Japan in the near future ???
( definitely not this 2years... *weeping* )

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恶魔与天使的邂逅 - 终极篇

天使与恶魔原本就是属于不同世界的人
在一个偶然的机会，恶魔就这样不小心地闯进了天使的世界。 也许是上天的安排，原本两条地平线就这样有了交叉点。

遇见恶魔之前的天使，不懂得什么叫做爱。在这之前，天使以为拍拖就是等于走街，看戏，吃饭。认识恶魔之后，天使才发现原来爱一个人，并不是那么简单，是需要付出，需要责任，需要包容，需要信任及牺牲。

原本很爱走街看电影的天使，与恶魔在一起后学习到原来两个人在一起不一定要常常出去才叫做拍拖，不需要华丽的情景，不需花上半分钱，只要两个人在一起，能依偎着对方聊聊天，或是无声胜有声，那。。。就是幸福。或是简单地，手牵着手在公园散散步，一起煮泡面，那。。。也是幸福。

考试在昔，天使知道下午会与恶魔约会，所以天都没亮就醒来读书。下午约会时，天使虽然累了，但是有了恶魔的拥抱，天使即使再苦再累，也都是值得的。恶魔他教会了天使很多事情，他让天使知道这世界有好，也有坏的一面，告诉天使应该在适当的时候懂得保护自己。

在天使十八岁的生日，恶魔给了天使一个毕生难忘及感动的生日。一个以粉红色为主题的生日因为恶魔认为粉红色很适合天使。粉红色的爱心蛋糕，粉红色的上衣，加上十七朵粉红色玫瑰因为恶魔说天使本身就是第十八朵玫瑰。

曾经有人跟天使说过，上帝创造人类，都会差遣不同的任务给不同的人。也许，上帝差遣给恶魔的任务就是要帮助天使长大，做人要成熟稳重一点，也教会了天使什么才叫做爱一个人。

爱，不是只有一味的接收，也要懂得付出。
也许，恶魔已经完成了他的任务，离开了天使。。。回到自己的世界。

今年的生日，恶魔不再给天使拨电话，只给了天使简讯。天使虽然失望，但并不怪恶魔。
恶魔曾经给了天使无私的爱，恶魔可以把一切最好的都献给天使，剩下的才留给自己。 恶魔也曾经让天使成为世界上最幸福的人。

“如果在这世界，从来都没人爱过你，那么，就只有一个可能性，就是这世上从来都没有我的存在过。现在，一直，永远”

这是恶魔跟天使说过最感动的话。 虽然这句话不再兑现，但是会永远埋藏在天使心里深处。

虽然恶魔曾经说过永远不会忘记他与天使之间的回忆。可，回忆是靠不住的。。。
人的回忆，会因为时间的流逝，慢慢地褪色。。。慢慢地，恶魔将会忘记与天使在一起的小小细节。。只有摄影可以把瞬间的回忆变成永恒。所以，天使会很珍惜她与恶魔所留下来的照片，希望恶魔也一样。

天使跟恶魔说过，“跟你在一起就好像发了一场梦，感觉很不且实，因为太美好了。” 恶魔却说，“不会啊。。。我现在确确实实地站在你面前，哪里可能会感觉梦幻呢？你这傻瓜，真是傻得可爱。”
但是，现在对天使来说，恶魔。。。他好像又再变得很梦幻了，因为恶魔就像遥不可及般的，离天使越来越远。与恶魔在一起的点点滴滴，就像发了一场梦般的，一场很长很长的梦。如今，梦醒了，是时候该忘记了，不准流泪，学习不再伤心或是痛苦。

也许天使不再是恶魔所追求的幸福，又或许天使不再是恶魔的幸福。。。 所以，天使应该放手祝福。。。
只希望，恶魔在忙碌的生活中，偶尔会想起天使，那么， 就足够了。也希望，想起天使的那一瞬间，嘴角扬起的是笑容，想起的回忆是甜蜜。　

如今，恶魔与天使正在不同的城市努力，这样的我，那样的你，也许要很久才能再相聚了。。。

天使她会等待着，下一个来到她世界的守护天使。。。与她一起创造一个新的，美好的未来。。。。期待着~ =)

An Emerging Trend - TTM （暧昧）

What's TTM ?
TTM - Teman Tapi Mesra
来了岜厘岛念书，认识了这个 Acronym。
在这里真的很流行这个 Trend.
何谓呢？？？
TTM 的意识就是 - 超过了友谊，却不到爱情

举例 1 ：有一对朋友搬在一起住，虽然是分房睡，但整个hostel 都没其它的朋友，就只有他们俩朝日相对，互相照顾及关心， 但，不是情侣？？？

举例 2 ：有一对朋友在一起两个月，分手了，因为他们都觉得已朋友方式在一起比较舒服。在大学，下课时间都还是会粘在一起，偶尔还会手牵手，但，只是朋友？？

让我告诉你，TTM 的好处，真是多得很。。。
1。 可以牵着对方的手，可以明目张胆的抱着对方，但是不需要负责任。
2。 当你孤单时，或是“发骚”， 想要寻找一些片刻的爱情滋润，找你的TTM 就最好不过了！

3。 当你想甩开他/她时，就只需要说 ：我们只是朋友

4。 当他/她想约束你时，就只需说 ：你以为你是我的谁？朋友而已，你没资格约束的我的自由

5。 可以同时脚踏多船，对方没资格生气你，因为我们只是朋

友 ！

这个世界怎么了？ 爱情又是什么东西 ？
现在的人，喜欢搞暧昧，也不想真正投入

怕付出了真心，得到了伤害？
怕负担责任，自己会喘不过来？
怕被约束 ，失去了自由？

给大家一个忠告
如果你是一个玩得起的人，那么就继续你的TTM 吧。。。
在你玩的同时，你是否肯定对方也是这样的人？
如果对方不是，你真的会把那个人搞得伤痕累累,你忍心吗？

也许有些人是因为曾经被爱情伤得很深，所以不再相信爱情，选择了TTM 让自己好过

也许有些人本来就不想只守住一个人，所以以 TTM 的名誉给自己借口

也许。。。 也许。。。

你还没遇上对的人？或许你就是如此的自私？

是对是错，你又有什么看法呢？

高兴就好？

如果你一生人，都没真正的付出过，没真正全心全意的爱过，你不觉得人生是白费了吗？

同样的道理，也可以放在友情上

也许会被出卖，也许会被伤害

但是，我还是宁可挺而走险，选择后者，

宁可受伤流泪，也要真正的活过

活得真实，活得诚恳，

这样才叫做人生！！！

My Birthday 2009

A very belated post abt my birthday which had been over a month.... =P

A Printed Photo of mine on a cloth.... with God Words imprinted on it...
That's WY idea, you can read my mind very well..Thanks so much...

" You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again?
It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead thy put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house." Matthew 5 : 13-16

Planning to take it home ( of course, Penang ) , frame it and hang it in my room in Penang as our memory forever - A Sweet Memory of me and my lovely friends in Bali. =)

I Got a new watch as my birthdie pressie...
Thanks to JY hunting the pressie for me during the last sem holiday in Malaysia.
Thanks to SE for designing and the pressie-wrapping... I Like it very much...
it's full of love ~~~~~~~~~ thanks thanks...!!!
On the Right photo, voila ! all da wishes ...
Most of the wishes, asked me to look forward but not to the past...
yeah....i know.... Thanks for all of ya all concen...I'll live happily ever after !!! ( trying still ~)
One of da wishes frm Allison , I like it so much and wanna share with all of you :

"one day, the villagers decided to pray for rain.on the day of prayer everyone gathered and only 1 boy cam with umbrella. THAT's CONFIDENCE.
When you throw a 1 yr old boy in the air, He laugh because he knw you'll catch him. THAT's TRUST.
Everynite we goto bed, we re not sure that we will wake up tomorrow, but we still have many plans for the coming day. THAT's HOPE.."

12.00 am sharp, all of my hostel mates came to my room...
Look, my tired + sleepy face... and my "gong gong" ( funny ) hair - the fringe... haha... because i cut it myself whn i bored of study alone in room.
My birthday, two days before "The emergency care and medicine" Exam... so we just hv a very simple celebration and present-giving session...Though is simple, but really appreciate !!!

Thanks to JY for the pringles ( Thanks God that my pimples didn't popped up in crop on the 2nd day after i gobbled the whole pringle just in 1hr time ,else , I gotta beat you up for harming me Indirectly... LOL )
Thanks to MY for the chocolate .... Sweet choco frm UK... Thanks... ( you really surprised me.. though we are not as close as we used to be but u purposely brought up the choco....I was touched ! )
Thanks to SE for the lunch "da bao" and Mocha. ( You put me in surprise too..I nvr expect u would came up with a lunch and Mocha whn everyone was mad in their preparation of exam.
I don't need to go out "da bao" for food ALONE during my birthday at least. If it does, it'll really make myself feel so pathetic. But It's NOT, you would nvr know how much i appreciate that though was just a simple lunch and coffee.)

每个朋友都希望我可以放开过去，活得开开心心。。。
谢谢你们的疼爱。。。
真的很不好意思，常常让你们失望了
又一年的过去，我真的很希望我可以过得更好！！！
一个新的手表，一个崭新的开始
一个美好的开始。。。
芯仪，你一定咬紧牙根
RUN AND CATCH MY VISION !!!!
( Birthday wishes frm Winda )

（P/s : 谢谢你，JY . 在我生日的那天陪我通宵谈话到接近 3am.. 我知道那时候我们都来不及读完我们的书。。。谢谢你的时间及陪伴。也谢谢你的忍受，我知道有时候你要忍我的脾气和我一点都不拐弯抹角/尖利的言语，我也在努力的改着，只是有时候真的会忍不住, 原谅我的"无心伤害"，ok ? =P 以后我一定要找个像你那样脾气好的bf... 哈哈。。。）