你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后才后悔着

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

词曲：阿信


心情记载 ：我一直都没怎么留意这首歌因它的旋律对我来说并不是很动听。。。（如果相对于之前的“志明与春娇”，真是让人百听不厌而且掀起心里深处的涟漪）直到前几天，我看见了朋友的blog post 上了这首歌，我才开始注意了它 的歌词内容。。我真的很喜欢。

看见自己周边的朋友包括我在内。。。一天一天的长大而真正的快乐也一天一天的离我 们远去。。。心中无比的感叹。我知道这也是我们成长的过程因我们所面对的事物越来越多。在昨天的电话与妈妈交谈中，她说我最快乐的时光就是当我读初中三的时候，那时候我虽然常常躲在房间。。我读书的心情是享受的，读完书后就开音乐哼着流行歌曲。。一首接一首。。。要不然就看看戏，上网玩游戏。。生活过得自 在又轻松，而我的笑容是发自内心那份真实的快乐，为何现在的我会如此的心事重重？这句话激发了我的这段回忆，才知道原来这段回忆已在将近被遗忘的边缘。。

为何我们一直要做很多事情来让自己快乐？这些都只是自欺欺人的保护色，把它给卸下了，还是孤单一个人。。。真正的快乐是不需要去寻找，因它一直都在你身边，只在于你怎么去对待。。不知为何，总觉得你都不是真正的快乐，你笑的眼里总隐藏着哀伤。我希望我身边的朋友们，不需做任何的事情，正真的快乐就能在你心中停驻。

P/S : 很感激妈妈您的这段话。。很对不起，我这么大了还要你时常替我操心。我会努力让自己拥有真正的快乐。。。

I'hv Learned vs I'm LearninG

I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows...

I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day.

I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.

I've learned.... That being KIND is more important than being right.

I've learned.... That you should never say NO to a gift from a child.

I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way.

I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. ( Heartfelt gratitude to my friends in Bali who hv always made my day during the boring time in Bali... I really LOVE our "LunG" words...rofl )

I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

I've learned.... That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

I've learned.... That we should be glad God DOESN'T give us everything we ask for.

I've learned.... That money doesn't buy class. ( Money is NOT everything )

I've learned.... That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

I've learned... That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

I've learned.... That LOVE, NOT time, heals all wounds.... ( but i hv no love, how do i heal my wounds? )

I've learned.... That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

I've learned.... That NO one is perfect until you fall in love with them, LOVE can turn ones frm imperfect to perfect...

I've learned.... That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.

VS

I'm learning.... That opportunities are never lost, someone will take the ones you miss.

I'm learning.... That one should keep his words both soft and tender, because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

I'm learning.... That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

I'm learning.... That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

I'm learning.... That when you plan to get even with someone, you are ONLY letting that person continue to hurt you.

I'm learning.... That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am. ( I seriously need to grow up MENTALLY...!!! )

I'm learning... That life is tough, but I'm tougher. ( Guess it would be the toughest for me to learn =.=" )

I'm learning.... That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere. ( That's so true, but why do i still like to sow bitterness and i reap those bitterness ? )

I'm learning.... That to IGNORE the facts does NOT change the facts